Scribbled Blue

Monday, December 04, 2006

... i saw yong's blog juz now den i noe blogging not juz post abt journals. we can also post feelings everything, and i have not done so be4. ok, this is wad i have been thru these yrs.

i worked at amtek which is a com-making factory. i knew 3 frens from there, sing hwa, zhi wei and xue yuan. working with me was edgar and james. we played with each other everyday, i really enjoyed it though. when o lvl's result was released, i got 15 and i think that i have done badly, but i tell myself it is good enough. sing hwa got 11, he got praised by the workers there. i feel sad and envious, where even i did not that bad (2nd there) they nvr say "wow! u did not bad"). we den choose our sch, previously i was on target of going into singapore poly, which den i made a choice of going to JC. indeed, i think i may have chosen the wrong one, because my results have proven that i shldnt be in JC. people may say is because i slack too much, played too much or wad, maybe thats the reason. i admitted that i was too naive be4 the start of the school, that their standard shld be same as me. i tot that even with no study my results can still be quite good, which i was wrong. my results dropped tremendously especially maths. i feel sad. although teachers have consulted me and asked my to buck up, i did not bother to do so. i think that choosing JC maybe a wrong choice but i have known alot of frens there, zaewe and wei qiang, which our 'trio' clique was. we 3 was really close, and we always stick toogether. i am really happy to know such frens and i will always regard them as my best frens. frens like hui ting, pei er, qiao xuan and li ping, which we formerly always eat together during breaks, but now they got their own things to do, we seldom eat together already. in fact, i think the closest girls i met in JJC so far are pei er and hui ting. they are always laughing and are funny and i didnt have those like obstruction when i talk to them. not to mention those entered my school from juying, jun yong erika wei ling wei jian darryl and zhi liang shiela, we are still the same in juying as compared to now. jun yong has always been my best buddy since juying. we always play together, go out together, and do alot of things else. whenever i am bored, i will go his hse play mahjong or ask him to go out. i think he thinks the same too. =x he will nvr leave me out in anything when he is going out with someone i know, and i will always join them unless i got other impt things to do. xian han and kah hui and yin whee have also been my best frens from juying. everything we do was so great that we always have fun, not sorrow. we didnt quarrel at all; we maintained excellent frenships throughout even that we are in different sch.
i decided that wad has been done has been done. probably i even i want to recuperate the loss i have made in the last few months i cant. now i totally dun understand a thing that was taught, especially maths. these few months i was too relaxed that my study for the paper was like reading. maybe i will try harder next yr, stop all the computer games even that it is not possible. during the past few months, i really enjoyed the days together with zaewe and wei qiang. when i was with them, i was always so happy. thanks! =) i was truly happy to noe them, even till now. even we maybe in different class next yr, i hope that we can still maintain this frenship.
times files, it seems like when i juz turn my head, a yr has passed. i hope that time really slows down so that i can enjoy being with my frens. i hope that this post doesnt scare u all, but it is wad i felt this yr. =)

SaY HoE @ 1:07 PM